well well!

okay well i had a problem with transportation but that's all been changed. Dan said that he would pick me up because it's on his way back to school. so that's total sweetness! Since spring is here my allergies are acting up! It's kind of embarrassing when i blow my nose and my nose is seriously congested because it squeaks! I know it's very strange. Right now I'm in Pat's room wearing a bunny nose and somehow Rachel is in here using my bubbles!!!! It's okay though.

Children?

Well today was my first day at linden!
Okay well I was working with Ms. Lacase 1st grade class.
She sat me at a table next to a girl named Hawa.
I had to help her out with her math.
Then I saw the another girl next to her coping off her paper.
When I confronted the girl she denied it right away.
I asked her how did she get her answer and she said that she forgot.
So I had to help her as well.
Because she copied Hawa's Paper completly wrong!
After all that was done we had free time where they would play games.
Ms. Lacase had broght out some white boards and markers so that they could practice
for their spelling test.
My group didn't want to so I made it into a little game
where they had to race to spell the word correctly!
Of course they had fun because they had the chance to write like a complete spaz.
After that they were reading about butterflies when there was this little boy who had s
stapled his finger!!!!!!
Ms.Lacase had to open it for him beacause he had his hands full by crying a river!
Then I had to leave early because Lee had a doctors appointment and that was my only ride home.

No School?

Well apparently we didn't have school today.
Of course I didn't know that because well we all know
I have an attention span of a goldfish
but any who, I came to school and i waited until it was almost 1:00
for a ride home.
At least I didn't have to wait until it was 4:00 to go home
But right now I'm at my mother's school.
Since her class is at lunch it's oober quiet!
That's the way I like it!
I don't have to hear " are you Ms. Johnson's daughter"
or the constant stares I get from them.
I swear they stare so hard that they could burn a hole in my face.
Oh well I'm just going to wonder around like I always do!

No Hope

Well today started off well.
But then before it took off it crashed and burned..
I woke up thinking today was going to be that kind of day that just
drags by.
I got dress thinking that I would be going to school today.
It was monday and all.
So then i got ready to go to the bus stop and then
I remembered that the dog wasn't in her cage.
I look all around the house and she was nowhere to be found
My mom would have told me if she was outside in the backyard
Wouldn't she?
Well she didn't because that's where she was.
Then I had to scramble to get her in the cage and race to
my bus stop.
Unfortunately I didn't make it.
I called my mom to see if I could get a ride to school
but she told me she was "too busy"
I'm so tired of hearing those two words
It felt like I took the walk of shame
When I had to walk home.

after highschool

Well I'm started to get paranoid about the end of the school year
I'm afraid to leave school
not that I'll miss everyone
It's just that I don't know what am I good at
to major in.
I'm afraid that I'll just mess up
and I'm gonna freak out.

that next step

So I have talked with my mom about finding a site for me.
We agreed on one thing.
I was going to help a couple of teachers out.
The funny thing is that I went to Linden Elementary and
my mentors are going to be my old third grade teacher, art teacher
and other teachers that I have been I have known.
I can't wait.
The good thing is that since my mom works there I could have a ride home.
Which is like totally sweet!
But yes I have a couple pictures of my spring break in New Orleans in my other blog
so if you want to check that out that would be sweetness as well.